in a bind

so here i find myself
hanging on a precipice
waiting on a windowsill
standing on a ledge.

you're about to tell me
all the things you struggle with
i don't want to hear that
because you try and put it on my shoulders.

get over yourself already
learn to take your own advice
i'm not going to keep giving it to you
because i hate babying you.

you don't deserve my help right now
so i'm going to give you my help right now
but i'm kind of in a bind right now
and i'm really starting to hate you.

i really don't want to hate you
but my heart isn't giving me a choice
because you're pushing me this far
and not giving me a goddamn break.

so here is where i find myself
standing on the edge of a building
trying to jump away from you
but you won't let me fall.

i want you to stop trying to catch me
i know that i'll land on my own feet
stop pulling me back to keep me there
it only makes it hurt more.

stop trying to hurt me
i know you're not doing it on purpose
but you need to grow up
and get your own life.