i tend to post late at night

is it possible to grow to love someone? while simultaneously thinking they're icky? i wonder. part of me wonders, the other part of me knows. i like the part of me that knows. the part of me that wonders gets annoying after awhile, always guessing and wondering, and things like that.

and for another thing, life sucks.

thirdly, this is probably going to be a rather intense post.

and fourthly (huh, that's actually a word), i love ranting. well, i suppose i don't actually love it, as it's kind of tiring and more than often makes me ticked, but all in all, it's quite a nice stress reliever. it definitely helps to expel a lot of bottled up emotions.

and another thing! i HATE being told what to do. especially by people i don't like. it makes me very angry to have people that don't respect me or people who think they can get away with crap tell me what they think i should do (for them or otherwise), or how i should be. i also get reaaaaaaally annoyed when people who are younger than i am boss me around, or try and act like they're all important when they're NOT, and they get all smart-ass (sorry) on me and i just want to slap them silly because it's so annoying! and why does God make it so i have to interact with them?! GAH!

and for a sixth thing, I HATE IT! i haven't quite decided what it is yet, but whatever it is I HATE IT!

and seventh, i'm lonely. hug me?